There's an old Buddhist saying which says:"When the beginner is ready, the professor will occur."At the showtime I'm active to guess two things going on for you (yes I know the dangers of assumptions... hail as me nuts).Assumption one:Over the finishing ........ mths/yrs (you spread in the digit) you've discovered whatsoever surprising truths give or take a few yourself, life, the world, God, finances, people, happiness, peace, relationships, fondness (and so on).Assumption two:At nowadays (possibly normally) you've been unsuccessful by the relations in your international (friends, house) who don't measure your ideas, thoughts, beliefs, trance or gusto.
In short; they don't really get what you get.
And you get discomfited because you cognise you can comfort them, if lonesome they will listen.
After all, your motives are favorable.
What's their problem?
Why are they so motivated to linger in their mediocrity?